Normally when I’m off my blog for awhile the assumption is that I’m busy working on stuff… which is not the case this time. I’m just FLOUNDERING around, very annoying. John sees this going on and asks me, “Are you taking your meds?” My sister, “Have you changed your meds? Drinking too much?” And the truth is, NOTHING has changed. I’m doing everything I’m supposed to, taking charge of my life and being responsible taking time out for myself.
But I’m feeling depressed. It’s been awhile. Feels slightly unrecognizable.
Don’t wanna do much. Don’t wanna talk much.
Need to figure out how to break out of this again.