I am just not with it the past couple weeks. It is like I’m not even on this new med at all… only at least before I had the hope of a high-day and now I have NO hope. I am tired, weepy, disinterested in EVERYTHING. I can’t eat well, can’t start most things or finish those I do. I’m not talking to anyone (in my house or outside of it). I have only one foot in reality. I see everyone walking and talking and living their lives, and I just can’t get to where they are. I keep missing the mark.
I’m very sad.