Just in case you really want to know, I will share…
Today I feel very good, very normal. Steady.
Happy, but getting edgy & anxious, short-tempered, very energetic, lots of thoughts today
Ok today. I feel more normal than I have in weeks.
Really wired today, happy and a lot going on in my brain, but I fee like I can handle a lot.
I am so happy & energetic today, I have a zillion ideas and I can’t wait to work on tem. I just can’t seem to move fast enough. I feel like the top of my skull has been removed and any thought is able to pass through, in and out. I want to cry a lot for some reason, as soon as something reminds me of something sad, the tears just spring right out. I’m not sad, I can’t explain it. I’m just feeling a LOT.
Same as yesterday, a little more energetic, a little more weepy. I think I had the best sex of my life tonight. Slept about 3 hours last night.
Very jittery, very anxious, but not stressed. EVERYTHING is funny today and my kids are so precious I could cry. More great sex. 2 nights in a row is (sadly) rare for us. Slept about 6 hours last night.
Really edgy & tense. I keep yelling at Eden 😦
Crying more, not sure why.
I just want to be in bed. Keep crying and thinking tat my life is going no where. 1/2 of me wants to jump up and do something drastic, the other 1/2 of me can’t even roll over for another tissue.
More crying, it just keeps coming out of me. I can’t stand the repetitive noises the kids are making. Slept in till 9:00.
Cheered up after several drinks and had fun playing cards with our company.
After all the tears of the past couple days I can’t believe how normal I feel, just… normal. I guess.
Had a hard time in church, everything felt so huge, it was hard to get a grip. I started feeling very anxious and edgy, weepy and scatter-brained.
nervous energy~ 8/9
I am EDGY, I want to cry, or run, or SOMETHING. Can not sit still, can not keep a rational logical thought. burned some energy doing a simple workout. can’t sleep, can’t seem to rest my mind. i an NOT comfortable or happy. considering having a few drinks and watching a movie.